
A shadow crossed Echo's face. Waving his bottle he made as though to brush it away, looking from Dietz to the Professor. Dietz sat still in his chair, his face opaque. The Professor licked his lips quickly, once.
Echo picked at the label on his bottle, "That's an interesting question, Professor. no, don't answer, I know your game." Dietz was looking at Memo as Echo spoke. She sat back in her chair, making spirals on her pad. Echo went on, "Can't be an obvious one, according to you, or you wouldn't have asked...still...War is a bad one, war has caused a hell of a lot of pain...." He drained his bottle, put it carefully on the coaster in front of him, and looked into the Professor's beady eyes. "Disease I would have to say, disease because it's so common, and it turns something good into something bad, and it perpetuates itself."
The Professor smiled and shook his large head. "You make a valiant effort, and you fall short by just a little. Of all the things on that list, surely disease is not the most common, the most wounding candidate. Or perhaps you have some special history that has brought you to this conclusion so quickly? Do you really think it is a valid form of argument to draw conclusions based on singular data points? Don't embarrass yourself."
Echo looked into the distance, not speaking. Memo leaned forward, pushing her pad into the middle of the table. Surrounded by inky swirls was written:
Famine.
And in smaller letters underneath:
Both kinds.
Again the professor was shaking his head. "Memo, Memo, you're thinking with your heart instead of your head. Famine is bad, terrible, of course, but not the worst, not the source of the most pain. Many many people never experience famine of any kind. And many survive it."
Memo looked at him with a strange dark light in her eyes, and his life turned a corner then, but he didn't perceive it, he never knew, he never asked.
Dietz, the King, rolled his bottle at a slight angle from the vertical around on its corrugated bottom on the wooden table top, leaving a narrow trace of condensation. He looked up at the Professor, and drew a breath. "Betrayal is my answer." Memo looked at him quick. "Betrayal hurts more and worse than anything. You might have a different idea, and you might have your reasons, but you have my answer." He looked at Memo levelly, then at Echo, finally at the Professor.
The Professor set his eyes on him and didn't move, "Hope, Mr. Dietz."
"Hope was the very worst thing in Pandora's box. Hope is the root of all the other ills in there. Hope causes men and women to try when trying is in vain, hope is the source of the tyrant's power, the reason the criminal takes what isn't his, hope is the magnifier of sorrow, the sustainer of the tortured, the thing that imprisons the terminally ill in their suffering. Hope masquerades as goodness, but it is unforgiving and irresistible and utterly without scruple or principle. Hope, Mr. Dietz, it's with each of us all the time -- from the moment of our birth until the moment of our death -- and we are it's slaves, forever in bondage to the remorseless grip of Hope."
Dietz spit in his face.
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posted by matthew at 06:09 PM
Both kinds of famine?
posted by: Timm Ramzee on October 21, 2005 05:26 PM