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July 12, 2005

music



Music. There was music all around him. A hum, a steady throb, a persistent beeping, syncopated. It came and went, filling up the darkness in his head, murmuring voices rising in the mix, whispers, voices with no sharp edges. He wanted to turn it down, wanted it to go away. The metallic clicking bothered him, kept sleep away.





He was planning to work on the brakes on Monday, it would only take an hour. Douglas had a set of rotors in the back of his shop in Azusa, and Echo was planning on making a run out there on Sunday, a delivery and a pick up. They were in a box on the third shelf.


Cristina was crying. Her face was shining, wet. Tears bridged between her eyelashes, her long thin black lashes were thick with them and gathered in points like Liberty’s crown. “You don’t know him, you don’t know him,” she said, over and over. “I need to go. I need to be somewhere else. I’ll be up at the reservoir.” Her face was a knot, her eyes shining white over blue through the wetness.

“Please,” she said, looking up at him. “Please.”

Her hand was so small as he gave her the keys, bright silver against the whiteness of her palm. As she closed her fingers over them her knuckles whitened, and he saw a thin gap between her cuticles and the pink polish on her nails, just the thinnest crescent of whiteness there.

And the rotors were in a blue and white box on the third shelf in the back of a Shell Station in Azusa, California. The top of the box was covered with thin layer of brown shop dust.


His eyes would not open. Vibrations of redness in black were all he could see, monochrome iridescences. A blue sun flared brightly for a moment, but when he tried to turn his focus on it, it vanished in a flare of red, and then a bird chirped and the blackness returned.


He was standing in the test chamber and the air around him was alive with flying robots, humming, hovering, arranging themselves in the preset patterns on command. Through the goggles of his mask he could see them gently floating in the thin gas of the chamber, discharges of electricity forking and crackling between the hovering machines, sustaining the charges in their power packs. Memo stood beside him, monitoring the gas mix on her thin console.

They had settled on three types: Mixers, Sensers, and Prompters. Splitting up the functions allowed them to build different levels of redundancy into the system, and avoided the necessity for design compromises related to intermingling the functions within a single type of flyer.

The M-series, the Mixers, were the most numerous and the largest, and they were the largest robots he had ever built. They had a thermos-sized body with twin half-meter helio-paddleblades top and bottom and a stabilizing prop mounted two-thirds of the way up. Their job was to hold a position and spin like hell, preventing the heavier helium gas-isotopes from stratifying at the base of the hull of the zeppelin.

The S-series were based on his darter plane, their job was to provide a continuously-updated database of the gas mix throughout the lifting body. They were triangular, roughly the size and shape of a folded paper plane, with tiny gas sniffers mounted at six places on their wings.

The Prompters were the smallest and fewest fliers they needed, grasshopper-sized and bristling with antennas, they were the relays that maintained communication between the other bots nearby and Memo’s computer.

It was a dynamic system, robust despite the fragility of the parts, and it worked, maintaining the inert mix of hydrogen, helium and Memo’s other isotopes that was the key to the success of the whole enterprise, that would enable ZDI to build cargo-carriers that were safe, fast, and cheap to build and operate, expensive to hire.

On Memo’s nod, he pressed the button for free flight and waited. Imperceptibly at first the flyers began adjusting position. Through the goggles of her mask, Memo’s eyes shone at his.


A painful redness was all his eyes told him, bright, drilling into his brain, dominating his consciousness, pushing everything else aside. He noticed a cold river running up his arm, cutting and sharp, alive like a silver snake inside him, ice nosing its way up through the blackness to his heart. The swift running coldness of it was a welcome pain and the blackness came back.


His neck hurt like fuck. His whole back was burning. His left arm was dead to him, beyond numb, gone. Something was chewing his neck, biting him, hard, like the beak of an eagle tearing at the tendons, looking for meat between the nerves of his spinal column.


The music had changed, the murmuring voices were gone but a steady surging persisted in his head, perforated by an undertone of clicks and beeps. He was thirsty. The smell of disinfectant sickened him. His legs were far away, millions of miles away. Saturn floated past, yellow and friendly; he tried to wiggle his toes to get a fix on them but they were too far away, lost in the interstellar blackness beyond the drifting planet. His tongue was swelling, it was a great sponge, garbage trucks ran across it like ants on the sidewalk. He swallowed and the trucks were all crushed. The bird outside the window was singing again, singing for him. The redness in his eyes settled into a glowing horizon.


He tried to remember what happened. He remembered a spider web, he remembered the spider, he remembered carrying a plastic bag in the darkness. The lab, it was the lab. Damn his neck was killing him.


There was a buzzing in the air near his face. A fly. A robot -- it was one of his P-114's -- bringing a message from the lab. He had to get it, had to have it. He tried to reach out to it, to get the dock from his pocket, but his right arm was strapped down, and he could feel rough fabric with his straining fingers. He tried to move his other arm, but as he shifted his weight to the side and sent the message to his muscles, Vulcan brought his hammer down on the anvil of his shoulder and the blackness came up hard. He'd be damned if he'd go down without a fight, damned. His fists felt like balls of meat, each the size of a buffalo, but the straps were too strong. He relaxed everything and opened his mouth, beckoning to the 114 with his tongue. Come here. Come in here. And the red stole away into the night again and he fell into the music.

Into the mouth of the bird.


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